08.28.10
Falling in Love
Do you remember that feeling when you first met that special someone, how your whole body felt like you were in an alternate universe?Your stomach felt all flip flop and your head tingled and you just felt different all over. I love that feeling and want to remember it every moment I can. That was until I met him, now I can feel that way when ever he is near by or on the phone or when I read emails from him. I so wish I could take a photograph of that feeling. I am trying to figure out how to put it in stained glass, still working on that.
When you find someone who makes you feel this way you never want to let go, you don’t want to share or to tell anyone because you are afraid it might go way. So secretly I will share but no names as then it will still be only me that knows who he is.
When we first met it was not with the intention of meeting or finding someone. It just was by chance, maybe that is the way it is supposed to be. I can still see in my mind’s eye his face when I first saw him across the room. He did not see me looking at him though later he said he felt someone looking at him. He felt it! I did not go over but just kept doing what I was doing and let time do its thing. Finally we crossed paths and spoke and it was like we were long lost friends about to rekindle a friendship after years of being apart. I felt like we had been together before or known each other before. He said it was like an old baseball glove, it felt familiar and fit just right.
We don’t have to be anyone but ourself when we are together. No changing to make the other happy, we can be happy with who we are. No demands, no games, no judging, no taking for granted. Just be yourself, be the best you that you can be, let me know and love you as you are. Oh I must be dreaming…. can this be real? Can this be true? Yes it can and yes it is.
Falling in love feels so good.
